Well its been a long long time since I blogged. That’s a good thing because it means that life has been good to me and I’ve been busy with ‘real stuff’ and I like it that way. My new job is fantastic, I have flexibility in where I work and my salary means that for the first time in a long long while I no longer have to worry about where I buy my groceries. I can also pay my gas bill.
How is your day going so far? Happy? Cheerful? Surrounded by people that love you? Lucky you. Today is one of those days for me when I feel utterly isolated from the world. I’m not a part of it. I am the shadow that walks past you, the one you barely notice as you go about your happy lives. When you do notice me, I’m the one you judge, call names, tell to go and kill myself (after handing you my worldly possessions), the one you mock on a daily basis because I am an easy target. I’m the one you use to make your failings and insecurities go away.